Текст песни Skye Callow - reconcilation

do you ever wonder why things had to be so sad?
ive never known a darkness such as ours
ive never gone so mad

and do I ever cross your mind,
as you lay with her in bed
i like to think that in another life
i'd be good for you

i must admit to you,
i recognize my faults
but i will not accept the state
in which my morality falls

this toxic life of mine grants me sweet solitude

i like to think that in another life we could have made it through
but at least you inspire some good singing tunes