Passiv introverted apathy 
Wordless in painful misery 
The denial of Birth and time 
Longing for the time before mine 
Unable to exist without repression 
I am the Spring of my Depression 
Oblivious ï¿?no world is mine 
Discouragement ï¿?my lamenting Sign 
Dwelling disgraceful in morbid emptiness 
The everlasting curse of consciousness 
Universe of blind Instincts 
Uncontrolled emotions, unbridled passions 
Orgasmic, Dionysian dizziness 
Illusions ï¿?phantoms of wretched weakness 
The godless Prayer that radiates the end 
Save me from all Hours - Death obsessed 
Beneath the Dead, those careless Skulls 
The demand of the flesh, the high-spirited blood 
Everything turns to dust 
Withers away ï¿?my mortal remains, my lust