Nobody ever told me 
how so completely 
out of control we 
can make our lives 
I'm just beginning; 
I was winning 
when I faced you 
at the starting line 
Now I'm falling back again. 
I'm down; 
I should be running forward now. 
I'm spinning farther and farther and farther out. 
Though I never put out 
you always gave back, 
I'm gonna give back what you gave to me, 
I was a promise 
now I'm broken cause you took me for everything 
Now I'm falling back again. 
I'm down; 
I should be running forward now. 
I'm spinning farther and farther and farther, out of control. 
But nothing ever changes how, 
not the way I feel right now; 
I feel tired, 
of felling tired, 
heaven help me, 
tell me why. 
Now I'm falling back again. 
I'm down; 
I should be running forward now. 
I'm spinning farther and farther and farther, And farther out of control. 
I'm spinning out of control, 
I'm spinning out of control