til death do us part 
means nothing if we're dead 
and as i sink into the earth 
you'll be ripe inside my head 
when i come out to dance 
i'll just kiss you instead 
you're my cold skin goddess 
aphrodite in red 
punched a hole through a wall 
that i couldn't break 
my knuckles bled out the sadness 
from a pain i couldn't take 
when my stomachs warm 
i can read the things you make 
but when my eyes start to water 
i am a mistake 
i tried so hard to be the one that you would think about while you're away at school 
i was never one to be remember why'd i think that it would change now 
the faint reminder that you're gone is growing 
i can feel the sadness from my inside showing 
when will you break this silence all i want is to be free