whats the easiest way to slip into a coma 
dying would be a gift 
but i could settle for a four year nightmare 
it wouldn't be much different than my waking life 
i want to become one with something 
i don't care if it has to be the ground 
it would still be the most contact i've had all month 
if i could i would forget everything 
forget how to swim 
if it meant i could drown in this sea 
of uncertainty 
i wanna feel like i deserve to live 
save me from myself 
i wanna feel like i deserve to live 
save me