This is the first day of my last days
I built it up now i take it apart climbed up real high now fall down 
Real far. 
No need for me to stay the last thing left i just threw it away 
I put my faith in god and my trust in you 
Now there's nothing more fucked up i could do 
Wish there was something real wish there was something true 
Wish there was something real in this world full of you 
I'm the one without a soul i'm the one with this big fucking hole 
No new tale to tell twenty-six years on my way to hell 
Gotta listen to your big time hard line bad luck fist fuck 
Don't think you're having all the fun 
You know me i hate everyone 
Wish there was something real wish there was something true 
Wish there was something real in this world full of you 
I want to but i can't turn back 
But i want to