Self-Programmed Inner Suicide
(c) 2001 Sergey 'Jin' Bostandzhyan
Time is passing by
Hours running away
Just another year
Just another day
There's no change at all
Everything's the same
How did it become?
Why does it retain?
chorus:
Whole life becomes irrelevant
Short, automatically passing days
All colors fade, nothing enchants
An imperceptible decay
All feelings left behind
A stone cold inner being
Emotionless thinking mind
Is like a dead machine
You know what's wrong but don't try
You turn away, not seeign the signs
You stopped fighting, don't know why
You throw away your life
Forget your hopes, forget your dreams
It's time to give up your beliefs
Ignore the world, reject to think
But you know what the end will bring
There is no outbreak
Give up, accept your fate
Your prison you yourself create
You must accept your fate
Suppress your pain
Accept your fate
Routine shall reign
Self-programmed inner suicide
Self-programmed inner suicide
Tears are running down
The old parchement skin
Limbs are shaking slowly
No control within
It is getting colder
It becomes hard to breathe
Death's behind your shoulder
Now it's time to leave
chorus:
Whole life becomes irrelevant
Short, automatically passing days
All colors fade, nothing enchants
An imperceptible decay
All feelings left behind
A stone cold inner being
Emotionless thinking mind
Is like a dead machine
Forgotten hopes, forgotten dreams
Naive illusions, false beliefs
Decisions, choices - all misplaced
A wreck of unforgivable waste
There is no outbreak
Give up, accept your fate
Your prison you yourself create
You must accept your fate
Suppress your pain
Accept your fate
Routine shall reign
