I've detested myself for twenty-one years
 And it only gets worse
 Every word that comes out
 Is the wrong one
 A strong one
 That kills in the long run
 Dear Barrel-In-Mouth
 Can you fire a solution this way?
 Because I don't know how much longer
 I can keep pretending that the good outweighs
 Tell me how it feels to like yourself
 There are no shortcuts to love, but I found one to death
 I refuse to smile, I've got too much to lose
 Another trust to defile. A blue man can never bruise
 Treating myself to a bullet
 Dare we underestimate the circumference of a lie?
 Its lethal diameter. Your secret's save with everybody
 Sweet Barrel-In-Mouth, can you fire a solution this way?
 When will the good outweigh?