An endless descent into my personal darkness 
Longing for nonexistence, slowly holding my breath 
Down down down – So fucked up and so careless 
Feeling so close to the end of this journey into cold death 
Deprive me – Pave the way for my demise 
Deprive me – I will miss the morning rise 
Deprive me – Cut me down, close my eyes 
Deprive me – To deny the gift of life 
This torment so tempting, the path of the joyless 
I took all my love and turned it into my own curse 
Rape my innocence, rip me apart, leave me heartless 
The only place I fit in is into my own hearse 
Deprive me – Pave the way for my demise 
Deprive me – I will miss the morning rise 
Deprive me – Cut me down, close my eyes 
Deprive me – To deny the gift of life 
Deprived 
Useless strains of sorry lies 
Worthless days, worthless nights 
Deprive me – Kill my chances to survive 
Deprive me – Through black waters let me dive 
Deprive me – Waste my will to be alive 
Deprive me – Take away what I despise