I think of you everyday 
if only for a second 
in some form or another
embedded 
like sticky infection inside the chest
but it's getting easier 
the more time whispers across the wounds 
I wonder if it's the same for you
if you look at a photo of me 
and your mouth pulls
slightly to the left
barely recalling
walls stretched across
blocking
the sight of
the idea of
you
and of me
that you feel content 
happy. perfectly happy
just as it is
without
until you hear a name
or just some words dressed
to sound as my names sounds 
rolling off someone else's tongue 
pushed away
by some lips that aren't mine 
the room spins and 
the walls fall
never really having a chance 
it's only then I realize 
we are delicate 
still floating through the air
like fireflies 
only lighting up every now and then
to reveal the beauty of it all.