Текст песни elegy of me - the halt

I loved you like the sun loved the venus
I gave you more than you could've taken
I burned myself instead
Loosen the grip and gave up the time
When the fear made me obsolete
Broken and bound together by hope
My mind defies my senses

You are my tragedy I am your nothing
Filled with contentions I remain enclosed
Cease my being into the elegy of me
Here my depression turns into the suicide
The halt