(i'm) Haunted by you 
And troubling myself 
With love so intense 
(and with) Hate so intense 
I sense your presence 
(Still)/But I don't know if you even exist 
and I have too much to overcome 
before anything 
before you 
A life consumed by fear 
and still so serene 
I can't make sense 
(there's no sense to this life) 
M dreams of healing 
My hope for change 
My drive to escape 
All my hopelessness 
All my hope... 
At times... 
My drive to escape 
All the meaninglessness 
All the meaning.... 
At times that's all there is