I don't wanna be anyone else tonight, I want to sit at home and pick myself apart. 
You broke my back and took away everything I ever loved. 
Phone call. Silence. Driving at 4am. Ash and smoke fill my lungs. 
I wish I was more than I already am. Then I could make you happy. 
Cause I don't wanna be anywhere else tonight, I wanna sit at home and rip your face apart. 
Ignore the fact that you are everything I crave. That's why I destroy myself every day. 
Phone call. Silence. Driving at 4am. Ash and smoke fill my lungs. 
I wish I was more than I already am. Then I could make you happy. 
Happy? 
Phone call. Silence. Driving at 4am. Ash and smoke fill my lungs. 
I wish I was more than I already am. Then I could make you happy.