My head is pounding
Where is the ibuprofen
I cant seem to find It
And I feel I am going to die and I
Can't get out of bed
I am a worthless piece of shit
What am I good for?
Absolutely nothing!!!
My brain is dead and my
Thoughts are nowhere to be found
and I'm too weak right now
do to anything
too weak... for anything
cannot wake... can only sleep
cannot think... brains counting sheep
cannot dream... my minds is blank
Im a worthless piece of shit
im as worthless as i can be
i can not depend or rely on me
let alone trust or even believe
the suns way too bright i cant even see
the heats too hot the house i cannot leave
i feel like death is right over me
my brain feels like its about to bleed
i fucking hate myself wish i wasnt me
i cant get out of bed
ohh my fucking head is hurting
imma die here rotting
i call out but no ones helping
goddamnit where is heaven
feeling this bad i think i
could believe in god
if he could stop all this throbbing
but i must be praying
to the wrong person
maybe i should try Satan
cant hurt no harm in trying
i tell myself i have a problem
but i never listen
I ask myself how could this happen
better yet why
do i let it happen over and
and over and over
and over again
too weak... for anything
cannot wake... can only sleep
cannot think... brains counting sheep
cannot dream... my minds is blank
Im a worthless piece of shit
im as worthless as i can be
i can not depend or rely on me
let alone trust or even believe
the suns way too bright i cant even see
the heats too hot the house i cannot leave
i feel like death is right over me
my brain feels like its about to bleed
i fucking hate myself wish i wasnt me
