Lack of control 
Fucking up the chances you’ve been giving me 
Gunning down my best friends reality 
What is this all around me? 
I can’t control myself this way 
Don’t you feel the sickness? 
Don’t you know I feel the same? 
Reason, I gotta find some reason 
I gotta find some reason 
I gotta find my own way 
Falling, I just keep on falling 
I just keep on falling 
I gotta find my own fuckin’ way 
I do not seem to have control over my emotions 
Can’t you see? I’m not the man you took me for 
Remember why? It’s just another fantasy 
Don’t you try... and steal it all away from me 
Welcome to my nightmare, oh it’s gonna be fuckin’ fun 
You just show the world it bothers you and you get yourself a gun 
There’s no turning back 
No more hiding 
No more running 
Only the chance to free yourself 
Why, oh why... would you try to save me? 
I, I lied 
I tried to be you