Born into this world
I learned the bitter truth
About living in a world of war
Since I was a child
I was always drilled to kill
Constant rejection of my free will
Impelled by their wrath
They rear troops of rage
Biological warfare – I shall become their gun
My childhood controlled by their lies
My innocence raped by their ignorance
No individuality – Domination of the group
My childhood, torn to shreds
Absurd phrases
Raven my thoughts
Despondency takes command
Black despair compels me
Destroys me
Pestilence
Pointless malediction
I’m the spawn of their malevolent nation
My war starts at the sharp end
I have to face what they call ‘fiend’
Now I’m a weapon
Without a choice
Who is the villain? Who is to blame?
I wait a second and I aim
In my ballistic curve
There is just my head
I’m no longer part of this terror
I’m no longer part of this disease
Salvation by suicide
