Текст песни Е.А. - Полжизни или Мне кажется-2

I think I spent half my life
And hide nervously heads in the sand.
I look like me accomplishes funeral feast,
And I feel like the heart beats in the temple.

I have so many years to inquire of the sky,
To find a direction.
Half of my life, I'm in the way myself -
Overlapping the main road.

I go to the painful search for new,
Lead some legs were filled.
I criticize myself. and severe.
My dreams were not realized half of his life.

I think that's my wrinkles,
Tired eyes, and that's gray.
I got to the life of the ravine,
That was the only one there.

Fasting everything: my home, love, work,
All hobbies and close friends.
As if someone started shooting,
As if someone chose my judge.

Half a lifetime - is a triad.
Or rather, a novel in a trilogy ten years,
Read so fluently that is not happy,
What created that was born into the world.

I think I recently breathe
The heavy scent of their own destiny.
I live every breath in vain
Fruitless and greased days ...

EA, 26.07.12