DYING SLOWLY LIKE A HEART IN A BROKEN SOUL
TRY TO REMEMBER ALL THE THINGS I EVER TOLD
WHEN I LOOK AT IT NOW, I GUESS I WAS THE FOOL
IT’S ONLY MY OWN FAULT, I NEVER CLOSED THE DOOR
I ONLY BLAME MYSELF, NEVER CLOSED THE DOOR
I ONLY BLAME MYSELF, NEVER CLOSED THE DOOR
I LOOK AT YOU AND EVERYTHING IS A SHADOW
I BECAME A GHOST OF WHAT I USED TO BE
AND NOW I KNOW WHAT I NEED TO FOLLOW
YOU WILL NEVER HAUNT ME
I BECAME THE ONE YOU SAW, THE ONE WHO GAVE YOU THE SCARS
CHOKEN, BROKEN, BEAT UP IN TEARS
I HAD NO FEELINGS, ANYWHERE
REALISE WHAT YOU GOT, WHAT YOU HAD, WHAT YOU NEED
BEFORE YOU LOSE
I AM THE MOTHERFUCKER
BUT IF I APOLOGISE, YOU ARE COMING BACK TO ME
NOW IT’S OVER, YOU GOT NOTHING TO SAY, I CAME OUT THE GOOD WAY
BUT IF I KNEW IT’D HAUNT ME, I WOULD TRY, TRY, TRY, TRY AGAIN
REALISE WHAT YOU GOT, WHAT YOU HAD, WHAT YOU NEED
BEFORE YOU LOSE
I AM THE MOTHERFUCKER
BUT IF I APOLOGISE, YOU ARE COMING BACK TO ME
COMING BACK TO ME
I AM THE MOTHERFUCKER
BUT YOU ARE COMING BACK TO ME
JUST SAY THE WORDS, DON’T HIDE FROM ME
LOOK INTO MY EYES, I DON’T EVEN CARE
NOTHING WILL CHANGE IT NOW
EVERYTHING’S BROKEN, THERE’S NOTHING LEFT
NOTHING WILL CHANGE IT NOW
THERE IS NOTHING, THERE IS NOTHING LEFT
REALISE WHAT YOU GOT, WHAT YOU HAD, WHAT YOU NEED
BEFORE YOU LOSE
I AM THE MOTHERFUCKER
BUT IF I APOLOGISE, YOU ARE COMING BACK TO ME
SOMETHING’S LIFTED FROM MY SHOULDERS
IT AIN’T HEAVY AS IT USED TO BE
AND I DON’T CARE IF I’M GETTING OLDER
YOU WILL NEVER HAUNT ME
I GOT MY WAY, AGAIN MY HEART’S ON FIRE
AND NOW I GOT A BURNING DESIRE
WHAT SEEMED LOST AND NEVER COULD BE SAVED
I’M TAKING THAT SHIT TO THE GRAVE