YOU DON'T HAVE TO SAY IT
I KNOW I FUCKED UP
I GIVE IN
I GIVE UP
I'M IN FUCKING MISERY
MY SELF WORTH'S GROWN CLOSE TO NONE
I CAN'T LIVE ANOTHER DAY WITH MYSELF
I'M SO FAR GONE
I'M SO LOST
I'M DONE
OH NO
LOOK WHERE MY MISTAKES HAVE BROUGHT ME
I DRINK ALONE BUT THE BOTTLE'S RUN EMPTY
AND I KNOW THAT THERE WILL BE A DAY I'LL DIE ALONE BUT IT'S BETTER THAN LIVING TODAY
I'VE LOST MYSELF MORE AND MORE EACH DAY AND NOW I DON'T EVEN RECOGNIZE THE FACE THAT'S STARING BACK AT ME
IS THIS ALL I AM
I'M AT MY LOWEST PEAK
IN BATTLE WITH MYSELF
AND I'M FACING DEFEAT BUT IS THIS THE END
CAN WE RISE UP AND PUT LIFE IN ITS PLACE
CAN I GET A HOLD OF MYSELF OR WILL I FOREVER BE
ALL I'VE BECOME
ALL I AM IS WORTHLESS
I'VE LOST MYSELF MORE AND MORE EACH DAY AND NOW I DON'T EVEN RECOGNIZE THE FACE THAT'S STARING BACK AT ME
IS THERE EVER A HIGH IF YOU DON'T FEEL A LOW
I'M CAUGHT IN AN ENDLESS CYCLE OF NON CONTROL
CAN I GAIN CONTROL OF MYSELF OR WILL MY EMOTIONS DESTROY EVERYTHING ELSE
IS THERE HOPE FOR A BETTER TOMORROW AFTER THE BRIDGES THAT I'VE BURNT TODAY
I GRASP FOR HOPE BUT HOPE KEEPS SLIPPING AWAY
FUCK THIS
I HURT MY LOVED ONES WITH THE WORDS THAT I SAY
I'VE CAUSED PROBLEMS THAT WON'T GO AWAY
I SWEAR TO GOD IT USED TO NOT BE THIS WAY
I'M SO WORTHLESS
THIS PAIN WILL NEVER FADE
I CAN'T TAKE ANOTHER DAY
THEY'LL SAY THAT I CAN CHANGE BUT I KNOW IT'S TOO LATE
THIS PAIN WILL NEVER FADE
I'M FOREVER LOST IN DREAMS
AS I FADE AWAY FROM REACH I CAN HEAR THE HEAVENS WEEP
