It's 6am and
I'm woken up by devils playing games again
With the angels above my head
You unconsciously turn away
From my ever so often efforts
To draw you in, to keep you here,
And erase these lines across our bed.
I'm losing you once again
The clouded dust of dissonance finally
Settled in; it's camouflaged your skin
Your movements are hard to trace
As you glide so naturally around
The bullets I fire, to murder your desire
To leave because I've given in
(Chorus):
Not everything ever turns out quite like you want it
as your fears imposed all the paths you chose, yeah
But sooner or later you'll get what you needed
If you'd only give this away
A result of panic
Diversion from pain
With this useless discourse
Inhibiting change
All focus (gone)
Passion (lost)
Love's disappeared
Yet all I want is to keep you near
(Chorus)
Days pass without resolution
Abandon without restitution
Drowning just to keep you breathing in
My life.
(Chorus)
Did everything turn out just like you wanted
Have your fears exposed your decision to walk alone
And I've finally realized this is what you've needed
Now I'm ready to give this away
Give you away.