In order to have access to God
I must reject my senses
Not necessary to have them to not feel alone
Surgery’s main thing:
To separate the brain from the nerve endings
Maintaining the ability to live
I Lost the ability to see
Lost the ability to hear
Lost the ability to feel anything.
Plunged into fear.
I was left alone
With myself and my own emotions
And hallucinations are becoming worse and worse
Uncertain whisper,
Anxiety, despair
There is no clarity
Dream or reality
Deafened by dead voice
Frightened by dead face
I fell into the trap
It’s impossible to wake up
Total darkness hides the light
In complete solitude we are not alone
The whole Universe is in our minds
And each of us is a God
He has lost his mind
He has scratched blind eyes
He began to bite his hands
Hoping to bring himself closer to the end
Finally he calmed down
Tears flowed from blind eyes
He stared at the ceiling with an indifferent glance
Then suddenly he turned his head despite the blindness And he said: «I’ve found God!»
Then he left us…
