[Intro: talking]:
Yo wudup,
This is Struggle da Preacher,
I can not believe you know, i can not believe that 14 days are over
You know, i'm just like... Where am i? Paradise?
Or i'm still on Earth? So, i dont give a fuck, you know
Its just like my diagnose, you know, this song is my diagnose for real
The diary is over, my life is over
Yeah, whudup, yeah, take it
[Verse 1]:
There are no stories to tell, feelings i FELT gone
And myself is gone mistical endless road that doesnt have no turns
And my soul soars high in the sky of course i die
No thats what we all used to visualize
Does this life have boundry
I am walkin this road but for ya i am not seen
Can i feel? Yes i can, but not human pain
Those are not feelings exactly, those my remains
and 14 lonely days made me act my age
I am subject to depression but now i know how to face it
While trying escape shit
I was trying to escape myself laying under blanket
Ima mature kid, believin in my feelings
I've seeded love in my heart but you threw a dart in it
Now it's stopped bleeding cuz a spirit doesnt have no liquid
[Chorus]:
No stories to tell, no feelings to feel
What we used to call life is just illusion
Everything is in our minds i see
How we sin daily looking for religion
[Verse 2]:
Ur lookin for a pen, tryna tell another story to them
Everythin is written already and they just boring
People are bored too, they are fuckin lame
Art is dying out now, so we are... at the same time
But i'm walkin my road with closed eyes
Its just a straight path but not a fuckin maze
Stop talkin bout paradise
Everybody knows what happen to those who suicide
I suicide my soul, it got to stay alive
I destroyed my body tryin to kill my mind
There is no way out, the way out is in
Thats a biggest paradox of all human beings
So no more stories to tell, i am facin the end
The end is so endless, another paradox man
Another story begins with the same words
Thats what ive learnt for 14 days of being alone
[Chorus].
[Outro: talking]:
Yo, for sure
I've drunk so lotta shit, you know
It's first time in my life
So i don't really know if i stay alive or im not alive
Its like my mind is still crazy
Im mentally gone, im mentaly sick right now, so just like...
I dunno if im happy about it, that its over, or not
Still Struggle da Preacher in the house
God watch us, 2010