Today my past
Has come alive to eat
All of the guts that I use to just keep my feet
Moving left and right
As my legs shake like trees
Oh how I curse the heavens for not taken me
GOD DAMN
This whole mess that"s me
I DON"T TRUST MYSELF
I"m in way too deep
And every night I erase the day
With the strongest drinks they"ll give to me
And I awake
Much to my dismay
To find that I"m still staring at the same ceiling
I just wish once
I could get this right
And have the angels from the south take me at night
GOD DAMN
This whole mess that"s me
I DON"T TRUST MYSELF
I"m in way too deep
And every night I erase the day
With the strongest drinks they"ll give to me
And all I have is meaningless
And all I found is nothingness
In this self loathing sickness
And all I have is meaningless
And all I found is nothingness
In this self loathing sickness
GOD DAMN
This whole mess that"s me
I DON"T TRUST MYSELF
I"m in way too deep
And every night I erase the day
With the strongest drinks they"ll give to me
And all I have is meaningless
And a
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ll I found is nothingness
