Pulling myself apart today, 
To see whats underneath, 
I analyse the things I say, 
Its a mystery to me. 
Why cant I be normal like everyone else? 
Why cant I become something more than myself? 
I reach and I'm trying to believe in me, 
But its just too hard to see. 
Who am I now? 
And when will I be found? 
What if I drown? 
Im going under now.... 
Lost like a ship without a sail, 
And terrified to fail, 
Sick of the sickness that I feel, 
Its a mystery to me... 
Why cant I be normal like everyone else? 
Why cant I become something more than myself? 
I reach and I'm trying to believe in me, 
But its just too hard to see.. 
Who am I now? 
And when will I be found? 
What if I drown? 
I'm going under now.... 
I'm going under now 
I'm going under now 
Who am I now? 
And when will I be found? 
What if I drown? 
I'm going under now.... 
Who am I now? 
And when will I be found? 
What if I drown? 
I'm going under now.