it’s the
sadness that I felt in your eyes
it’s the way that the bones
in your wrist shattered on impact
it was
a whole pack
so you shouldn’t be feeling a thing
you know the pain only exists in your head and
these little lies aren’t gonna help you
just close your eyes
and bite down a bit harder you know
to love somebody is to not know them
and looking back it took me four nights
and in hindsight my whole life to find you
we run from the satanists
and in the hard times we steal kids and
we pretendin that we’re saving them
from what
we will never know
i think it's something that you have suppressed
about your homeschooling
about the way that your dad killed your only pet
and now you have a strange love
and a deficit in your affection
making me feel like im less
than the other people who have graced your bed
i want me all to yourself
i want the trees to look like they did on that night
that we defeated them
and the last time that i saw you was in the ambulance
speeding away
it was like the worst thing that could have happened
my rareness i know that times are being different but
you are only of those plastic souls
that should never get old
live on in me
if you lose your breathe
i will lend you my lungs
can you hear the birds sing