A clawing at my skin
an irrelevant feeling to where I am
an insufferable pain...
surging forever inwards
Cowering stagnant
Bark starts to peel
Cast from the light
Obscuring what's real
Sitting helpless
Until we all die
As warm veins release
I've cured the rot in my mind
I've reached out before and only felt the coldness of entropy
Through colorless days of the modern age, only guided by apathy
If the patterns are ingrained in us, why should I even try?
Knowing tomorrow I'll feel even worse, I am no longer afraid to die
Carried by the current,
Flowing forever, dragged at the bottom
Staring at the surface
Prefer the coldness to fighting for warmth
Stuck eternally digging
For the layer of rock that we all stand upon
Broken from endless battles
Now this constant pain is all that i know
The more I live, the more I want to die
The more I live, the more I want to die
Crushing my mind
Failing inside
Clawing through rocks with nothing to find
Feeling separate
From where I reside
Watching the seasons pass by, until our demise
A loss of gratitude
Fearing death, wasting life
A cold gaze to the ground
Feeling trapped, burning inside
Detesting every moment
Clenching my fists, waiting in silence
Resonating every second
What isn't dead, is waiting to die...
