i've woken up every day
 with my eyebrows pointing at my mouth 
 making all who care for me go through all my worst 
 times with me 
 and i give them no choice 
 all my worst times with me 
 i need to be unhappy to smile 
 but i haven't quite got the hang of it yet 
 i need to figure out whyt his room has blinds that never open 
 it's so hard to be these days 
 i wasted all my time 
 trying to remember 
 the word content was 
 there isn't much to open eyes for 
 i want to be excited just haven't been educated yet 
 wonder how long it will take before they leave me behind 
 questions in and questions out, they always ask me 
 it's so hard to be these days. i wasted all my time 
 trying to remember 
 the word content was 
 i just want to be happy