MOMMY, WHY ARE YOU SAD?
DADDY, WHY WONT YOU GET ALONG?
I'VE FELT THIS DARKNESS BEFORE
JUST STOP SCREAMING
I LOVED- THE PEACE WE HAD BEFORE
WHY WOULD YOU LET IT FALL APART
LOCKED IN OUR ROOMS TO HIDE AWAY
TO PRETEND THAT EVERYTHING'S OKAY
SOME NIGHTS IT WOULD ALL BE FINE
SOME NIGHTS I'D SEE HER DRAW A KNIFE
DEEP INSIDE I KNEW THEY WOULDN'T LAST
OUR WORLD WAS SHATTERING
STRANGER, WHY ARE YOU HIGH?
STRANGER, YOU LOOK LIKE MY MOM
STRANGER, DID I EVER KNOW YOU?
MOTHER, WHEN DID YOU DIE INSIDE?
I CAN FEEL YOU HAUNTING ME
I CAN FEEL THE REGRET IN MY VEINS
THE BROKEN, DEPRESSING, MEMORIES WON'T GO AWAY
YOU'RE A PHANTOM TO MY PAST
IF I COULD, I WOULD, I'D BRING YOU BACK
I'LL NEVER, FIND RESOLVE, FOR THE WORDS LEFT UNSPOKEN
I WISH I CONFIDED IN YOU
OPENED UP ABOUT THE THINGS WE HELD INSIDE
BUT INSTEAD WE FELL FARTHER APART
REFUSED TO THINK THAT WE COULD RESTART
SILENCE WAS ALL I GAVE YOU
UNTIL I HEARD THAT YOU PASSED AWAY
IN THAT ROOM, IT WAS ME AND YOU
NEVER COULD I FIND CLOSURE, BECAUSE-
YOUR BRAIN FUNCTION WASN’T COMING BACK
CLOSED DOORS BECAUSE OF CARDIAC ARREST
DEEP INSIDE I REALIZED I AM YOU
I REGRET I NEVER TOLD YOU WHO I AM
I CAN FEEL YOU HAUNTING ME
I CAN FEEL THE REGRET IN MY VEINS
THE BROKEN, DEPRESSING, MEMORIES WON'T GO AWAY
YOU'RE A PHANTOM TO MY PAST
IF I COULD, I WOULD, I'D BRING YOU BACK
I'LL NEVER, FIND RESOLVE, FOR THE WORDS LEFT UNSPOKEN
I CAN’T BRING YOU BACK
I CAN’T BRING YOU BACK