Текст песни Monologue - Ashes and Snow

Ever since my house burnt down
I see the moon more clearly
I gazed upon all the Edens that have fallen in me
I saw Edens that I had held in my hands, but let go
　　
I saw promises I did not keep
Pains I did not sooth
Wounds I did not heal
Tears I did not shed
　　
I saw deaths I did not mourn
Prayers I did not answer
Doors I did not open, doors I did not close
Lovers I left behind
And dreams I did not live
　　
I saw all that was offered to me
That I could not accept
I saw the letters I wished for
But never received
I saw all that could have been
But never will be