Beginning of end now lost in the time
So many attempts to save nonexistent lifeline
Vain resistance, rejection despair,
The only companion - everytime coming nightmare
There is no escape from this vortex of past
All this rueful life I will wake up aghast
But I must live with this curse in my head
Try to make it my strangh or become mad
Trying forget the best of my days
Sparks of the laugh, how nice to stargaze
Trying forget all light of bright soul
To protect myself of this madness control
In tides of my passion, in quicksands of the past
Sometimes i can think about freedom at last
From remembrances rescue can't find
I will never be saved, it has prisoned my mind
There is no escape from this vortex of past
All this rueful life I will wake up aghast
But I must live with this curse in my head
Try to make it my strength or become mad
Meet again this scarlet sunrise
Over and over need take this false guise
Meet this day as always before
But changes of mine i can’t ignore
I tried to run, but fall into dark
Impossible hide, the soul is death mark
There is no choice, stop hope to see light
Only way now for me - accepting this fight
There is no escape from this vortex of past
All this rueful life I will wake up aghast
But I must live with this curse in my head
Try to make it my strength or become mad
