as the days began to leave me here
leave me alone. I perceived that I’m different
different from you. the blue heaven turns into
black all where I’m at. I’m sick and noone
sees it shit. I want get pissed
eat my cancer
I searched for the bright side behind the suicide
and someday I’ll find my faded mind on this side
I’m ever sad I don’t can back but I’m not bad
I just wan t to have a friend a wife and a soft child
eat my cancer