You could be so much said the shadows
from the corners of my eyes
But then they left me in that moment
Kept the question on my mind
I cried out in frustration
Hated everything I found
And so I toyed with my emotions
Kept the truth underground
I don't want to know what I'm capable of
When the broken heart was left in ruins
There was no comfort in that life
But there was so much I could do
There was so much I could've tried
And that weight hit my stomach
And then that smoke hit my lungs
And I spent my time alone
And I pretended I was fine
Because the things I hate most are the things I can't change
Again I saw the shadows
Still as fleeting as before
And they taunted me again
As I collapsed to the floor
They said you're nothing boy
You barely even try
And we know despite what you tell others
You're only waiting until you die but I tried
