as we engage
this dance of deterrence
we choose to defend or to burn
regress, trace the wounds, regress
there is comfort in all deprivation
remission, self deconstruction
entrancing this callous disease
escape, seek cover, escape
enforced to believe, left to decay
senses severed, witness the wreckening
this hydra brings blood soaked breath
nearing summation, ignition of flames
embracing the end, and stand ablaze
i will submit, i surrender
cut open, on my knees
my failures, i will remember
i will submit, i surrender
descending into my deepest abyss
ill end this
ill bury you with me