Текст песни downer girl - i'm quitting smoking for yr parents

i’m quitting smoking for yr parents
so they don’t think that i’m a bad kid,
i swear i wasn’t always a scumbag
i didn’t mean to turn out so bad.

i am ashamed of the person that i am,
i regret the things i’ve done but i’d still do them again.
and in my destructive descent
i’ve met the best people i could’ve ever met.

i’m destroying their lives one by one
and the irony is i’ll be the only one left when it’s all done.

i know how i need to change,
but i’m too scared so i guess i’ll stay the same.
i am sorry what i’ve done and the things i’ll do.
i’m sorry i couldn’t get clean for you.