Текст песни Double Fault - Пошел на хуй

I've been thinking what to tell you ,
I wanted to be happy not to dissemble , not to lie .
Sometimes it is difficult to find the words ,
Just saying to reassure himself .
I know what you're waiting for my friend ,
I waited blows from sticks and dilapidated hands.
But I'm not a bull of Biryulyovo ,
I'm not stupid and not healthy,
I still wanted to tell you ..
Without fear..