Текст песни Cameron Boucher - The Sun Showed It's Face

dare I let these words escape my mouth once again?
every night this time, I find myself writing about my old friends
and how they pick up and left with everything that I loved,
who I became and who I am this day,
when you were around
when you weren't here.
why'd you have to go and break my heart.
I swore I'd never let it happen.
I am dead,
I am dying.