Текст песни alan - summer take away my guilt

I'm not welcome outside in the cold
When I wake up and smoke in the morn
And all memories make a torturing load
Same thoughts again and again
The same pain

They once said to me "you're a liar"
Well I am but that's not what you think

Mellow is my solitude in the evening when I'm home
Then I forget what I did to all of my friends
Visions disappear and fade so I do a crazy dance
But then they creep back up
Up into my wounds

And it hurts it burns carves a smile on my face
I'll remember and bear my shame

In the streets of harsh winds and dog mugs
Someone help me to forgive them all
It's so cold you can't even give me a hug
Suck back the water that I spilled

Autumn, kill my body
Winter, pull out my soul
Spring, shake out all the silt
Summer, take away my guilt